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i'm left with pretty much two things to settle and i'm done =) it's not going to be easy though. it's hard to pick yourself up after fallin down like a million times. i feel great today, which is such an amazing contrast as compared to yesterday. the sleepless nights don't seem to go away though. which is killin me by the way. it just goes to show he still haunts my every thought. which is so very wrong. they say dreams are the opposite of reality. i'm not so sure about that. but one thing's for sure- it definitely brings across my fears very well. so much so it feels so real. which is NOT chilly.


alright enough about that.

i'm meetin the boy soon.

bye sunshines.

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